I’ve been trying to start two new practices recently (I know I shouldn’t say “trying;” am I afraid to commit?). One is meditating and the other is writing. Since I used to write fiction I know a practice is important but somehow I didn’t think that also applied to non-fiction writing. My friend Deborah assures me that it does (and she gave me some great tips!). So I’m using an online timer and putting in 10 minutes (for now) a day. What I come up with is drivel, of course, but that’s not the point.
My meditation practice is also often embarrassingly bad. Wow, is that really me thinking all those incredibly banal thoughts? Then I remind myself that I’m just practicing. I am not very patient and have never understood delayed gratification, so it’s a big thing for me to let my practice be a practice and not a path to perfection.
Being organized, clutter-free and in control of your time is also a practice. You’re not going to finally get it right one day and be home free. Some days will be better than others. You’ll go through busy periods when your system gets a little frayed around the edges and then you’ll take the time to get back on track.
I do emphasize having a vision for your organized life, a goal to work towards. However, if that goal is making you feel disappointed in what’s happening today, just think of what you’re doing as a practice. Instead of thinking, ‘my office has to look like that one I saw on Apartment Therapy,’ try ‘today I’ll clear off the top of the file cabinet.’ Focus on action today rather than possible futures.
A practice has its own rhythm and is its own rewards. Try it and see.
Kitty with meditation cushion from jakemohan’s photostream.